Who's with me...

This is me on a neuro-pain mixed with rain day ... I’m almost on the edge of a breakdown!... Every move is more disabling than my disability and I just want to cry and die...
Those who suffer this torture I feel your every move, I hear your every moan, groan, scream & cry and I send you bundles of love... Keep strong people say, think positive they protest and stay busy and in control... Well fuk off!!!... Strong, Positive, Busy, Control... We live that way every day already but PAIN is something else... PAIN is the one in CONTROL... PAIN is constantly BUSY... PAIN is very POSITIVE and PAIN is immensely STRONG... I can never compete with it, medicine for pain relief is a no no for me, nothing works so it’s grin and bare it until the rain and low pressure passes then it all comes down to a manageable level.... :-( 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿